1. |
Salt of the Earth
04:09
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what i feel is of no consequence to you
what i feel doesn't matter to people like you
you never cared before, why should you care now
you'll take any excuse to push me out
and get on with your life
ignore the pain
we'll spit you up and
send you on your way
deep breaths
cause half the battle
is knowing you're alone
waste my time
everyones drowning here
so just get used to it
you wear your bruises
like you good and asked for it
and if it comes up
choke it down, choke it down
no ones got time for your pain
learn to push your feelings down
cold and alone
it gets right in and
settles in your bones
deep breaths
cause half the battle
is knowing you're alone
and i waste my time
i waste my life
waste my time
yea,
and now the world knows
just who you are
an empty shell
and now the world knows
what makes you tick
what buttons to push
and now the world knows
i told the whole world
theres not enough drugs
in this whole town
to ease your heart
this whole town
is lonely
theres no life
at all
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2. |
Outpatient
04:52
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hurt all i love
just to get a piece of you
you wont see me
but i'll be right there with you
this will end
bad for you
i don't care
what i have to do
just let it all go
i cant
i cant let go
i have to see the blood on my hands
i cant
pretend it leaves me
you get what you've got coming in the end
and the end, for me, cant come on soon enough cause im
so tired
and the fantasy was always better than the real thing
every time
don't think that it will ever be enough to fill the
holes in me
you're lying
to my
face again
this life was wasted on me
this heart was wasted on me
what if this is all
there is for me
what if what i feel
stays with me
what if im a mess
all my life
cause i will always do
what i do the best
i'll get the damage done
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3. |
Closer to Me
04:02
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do you ever think about me
when your all alone and wanting
someone to
lay down
and stop you
from shaking
the nights spent
alone will just
push you much
further away
let your guard down, let me come inside
i got nowhere to go and you room looks
quiet and peaceful
its sacred
and beautiful
i just have to know you
have to take it apart and make you know
chorus-
we can do anything we want
theres only us now
we can be anything we want
theres only this now
let me know what makes you move
chorus-
we can do anything we want
theres only us now
we can be anything we want
theres only this now
sometimes i cant even breathe
when you're closer to me
you take the breath out of me
when you curl in closer to me
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4. |
Cucumber Melon
04:46
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take your sweet time
just be there for me
your all that i have now
and thats all i'll ever need
i didn't notice the feeling
we kinda fell into each others arms
ready or not
we promise not to do each other harm
chorus
we are all before you
just please believe in me
we all stand before you
just be here with me
i put you out of my mind now
those thoughts don't do me any good
goddamn you're so perfect
id wait for you, you know i would
but i can feel you inside now
and it slowly makes a space for you
why are you walking away
no one else could love you like i do
chorus
we are all before you
just please believe in me
we all stand before you
just be here with me
curves that could kill
a man
amen
i don't have a reason
for you to be in love with me
take your sweet time
just be there for me
chorus
bridge
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5. |
A Call (In)to Arms
05:42
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i hope this song will hang your life
makes you stand up and scream or lay down and cry
i hope this song tells you that your heart is in the wrong place
and i hope it makes you able to sleep at night
i hope this make you read more books
or call your mother more, put the phone back on the hook
she just wants to hear your voice
even
if its trembling
i hope this song tells you that your friends are there to help
even those who disappoint
i hope this song tells you
its ok to cry, never stop trying
and i hope this song makes you apologize
she wont wait forever
and i hope you know it sometimes takes losing
to appreciate being together
i have hope for you
i have hope for us
hope i live to see the day
when all the pain goes away
hope i live to see the day
when all this will be ok
there is hope for you
there is hope for us
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6. |
Nightmaring
04:17
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say to me, the thing to me
that'll make me hate you, something
that will take it all back
say the things you promised
never
to say again
and i swear to god
i wont say them back
whisper
bathwater
to make me warm
whisper
ice cream
when you
want a kiss
whisper im still here
and i'll never run
i'll never hide
never stop shaking
so i know that you're still alive
whisper something
please
whisper something, let your
voice be the last thing to go
whisper something
please
whisper something
so i know im not
here alone
stay with me, stay with me
we don't have much time
stay with me, stay with me
i dont
think im
dreaming anymore
i cant believe we ended up right here
with you dying in my arms
whisper something
please
whisper something, let your
voice be the last thing to go
whisper something
please
whisper something
so i know im not
here alone
stay with me, stay with me
we don't have much time
stay with me, stay with me
i dont
think im
dreaming anymore
say to me, say to me
something
that tells me
im not alone
whispering
to
my
self
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7. |
Fall Like Love
05:52
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only if i had a way to get
close to you
if i had something left to hold onto
maybe this wouldn't be so hard
im giving it all away
im trying my best to be patient
doing what has to be done
but feelings just wont stay down
and you're all around me
what do i have to do
anything you want me to
everything all for you
just let me be with you
i get so lonely it hurts to breathe in
i get so tired of them always leaving
im such a fool for you
i've got it bad for you
im such a mess without this in my life
everything goes away
i wish that you would stay
theres such a hole in me, im so empty
wherever you are
i need you now
more than i ever have
im such a fool for you
i've got it bad for you
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8. |
Bella
05:37
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our patience tested our fist are clenched
they're always trying to chip away
everything that makes us beautiful
in all of this decay
were timid and were pure, they stole our innocence divine
they fill our hearts with hatred
and gave us anger for our time
its not your fault
don't ever let them in
we can do what others cant
we grow in anything
we can move a mountain
we can make it rain
we'll turn this world on end to find a cure for all our pain
look what they make you do
look at the scars that stretch for miles
we live our lives in chaos, our reality is violence
but they expect our trust
they haven't earned any respect
lesser beings living lesser lives
we have no use for that
the sun comes up
we lived through another day
were always waiting for the water
to carry us away
they make us feel so useless
were delicate like glass
like everything we have to offer
is only worthy of the trash
and we could have this world ten times over
if only we could just start feeling better
you get so used to being pushed down
and now were pushing back
till there is no one left to fight
till there is no one left to fight
we faulter
but we
will never
break
we wont be moved
we stand
our ground
forever
we'll smile through the blood
point and laugh at each others wounds
they'll fade away in time
whats one more scar with what we've been through
we're players in this life
were not just sitting in the stands
we earned our right to peace
by the back of someones hand
we bide our time
this all will wash away
and i had it all before, so i know it exists
i had it in my hands once, but i got left with this
theres a lesson in the fall
the pride of getting up again
we document every mistake
they'll never fool us again
we bide our time
this all will wash away
nothing will matter in the end
we'll fix ourselves
we'll fix ourselves
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9. |
Prozac Smile
06:32
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silenty, we signal to others like us
fallen from grace, you can see it in there eyes
there is no future, there is no plan
we live hour by hour, and day by day
every waking moment
numb to the touch
the reality is deeper than what you see
you don't want to know
just turn right back around
you do not have what it takes to see inside of me
chorus:
you're all just fooling yourselves
theres nothing out there
just find yourself a soft place to lie down and die
you're all just fooling yourselves
its all been just a dream
and soon you'll find out theres nothing left for you and me
i have never felt so alone
in my whole life
i have never felt so alone
and thrown away
even in this crowd
were still all alone
everything goes away
and everyone goes away
and this is what its like
when nothing helps
when no one and nothing makes you feel alive
where the beauty in this life
they promised me
i caught them all in the lines they fed me
since i was just a boy
why does everyone i know
make me feel all alone
all these broken people
without the strength to get up and make a change
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10. |
'Riss
04:13
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tell me
when its over
cause right now breathing is torture
im right where
i should be
so why aren't you right here with me
i guess this is all i am good for
to have to watch you walk out that door
chorus-
but i know
something you don't know
and i am
never letting go
tell me
what you're thinking
im afraid i am already sinking
down faster
i cant move
why do i shake when im near you
you've already won me over
but this prize is going nowhere
chorus:
but i know
something you don't know
and i am
never letting go
i know you
and all the games you play
and im not fooled
by the look in your eyes
goddamn your eyes
and this is how
you get thrown away
by me
and this is why
they all go away
from me
chorus
and i can take all that your throwing
i can wait till this world caves in
i let you in to thicken my skin
and i
just
want
you
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11. |
Matriarch
08:04
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you came at a time
when life was hard for me
you made me smile
when i thought i could weep
and i never thought
i had this in me
you were born
and the light came into me
you
only you
are all that matters to me
i'll never be
far away
the hardest thing
was not being in your life
but at the time
they didn't want me there
and i just felt
like maybe they're right
but you still
never let me go
you
only you
are all that matters to me
thank you
for being the light that i need
all this time
i never knew i had this in me
you are
always with me
i hope that you
can forgive my mistakes
i swear one day
i'll tell you everything
you
only you
are all that matters to me
thank you
for being the light that i need
all this time
i never knew i had this in me
you are
always with me
im sorry i
have not been around
but there is no place for you when im feeling down
i didn't want you
to see me like this
but trust me those are days with me you're not gonna miss
i swore to myself
this wasn't for you
i promised i would never let them do it to you too
so i took all the blame
i swallowed all the pain
and i forced it all to go away so we can be safe
with you
always
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12. |
Daughters of Eve
09:50
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mothers
all your daughters are in pain
fathers
all your daughters are destroyed by you
brothers
all your daughters are unwatched, unsafe
sisters
all your daughters are detached from the earth
her face hides in the rain
listen to her gentle heart
she lulls me to sleep
i come undone when were apart
im alive when were alone
i'll do anything for you
let me lay in your grace for a day
let me see this through
all i have inside
she makes it all ok
just to speak her name
and im blown away
i can feel you in my bones
i can hear you in my head
i can shed my skin for you
i will come apart for you
i will ruin my whole life
just to have a smile from you
i am down on my knees
with all i am for you
dream
away with me
i'll cherish her for all my days
i'll rest so peaceful in her name
i'll lay my burdens down for good
i'll go beyond what no man should
i'll best the devil, keep you safe
i'll beat the demons in your name
i'll keep a light always with me
so i can watch you fall asleep
i rest my head, im by your side
forever into your desire
and all i'll ever ask of you
is to be aware of what you do
the power you have over me
can easily be ill conceived
we must be good to our dream
to keep this safe for you and me
i just wanna get a taste of you
let me in closer
we'll discover ourselves in motion
we'll walk the water
and we'll glide in tune
you have my heart
you have my soul
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